Now & Then : Introduction

 NOW & THEN





A Collection of Personal Reflectios written during MCO 2021/2022. It contains about 200 pages and I will be sharing in my blog with a copy on my Facebook every week, insya Allah starting on Wednesday 12/02/2025.


Introduction


Life is a series of shifting landscapes, shaped by time, experience, and the choices we make along the way. Now and Then is my reflection on this journey—comparing where I once stood to where I am today. It is not merely a recollection of events but an exploration of change, growth, and the lessons learned in between.


There was a time when my world revolved around rigid structures—engineering calculations, corporate meetings, and the pursuit of stability. Today, my life is a blend of creativity, business, and personal exploration. Once defined by technical expertise, I now find myself immersed in art, photography, and coaching, embracing the fluidity of knowledge beyond formal education.


Through these pages, I will revisit the paths I have walked, contrasting past perspectives with present insights. Some lessons were expected, others arrived unexpectedly. Some beliefs have stood firm, while others have evolved with time. This memoir is a conversation between my former self and the person I am becoming—a bridge between then and now.


I invite you to walk this path with me, to reflect on your own transformations, and perhaps to see echoes of your own journey within mine.

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